Up, Down and All Around

Long Awaited Break

I'm glad that a we've got a long weekend coming up.

Have been so out of it lately that I've basically just been going through the motions of living. Haven't had much motivation to think, reflect, or do anything productive. Even my TV watching and reading have been curtailed somewhat.

Bottomline, all I want to do these days is vegetate. I've even taken to waking up at 10am or 11am almost daily the past week, and obviously, that means I've been arriving late for everything. :(

Inertia is very much at work in my life right now. Starting anything or getting up to do anything requires considerable effort. Even writing this blog entry is taking a supreme act of will.

* sigh *

I hate it when I'm moody without knowing why... because it is always, always followed by a realization a few days later that I'm upset about something without really being aware of it. My subconscious mind has picked up on some incident / comment / conversation and is obsessing over it, while my conscious mind is obliviously moving along in its usual slower, plodding pace.

Until I figure out what it is that's bothering me, I'm stuck in this state of metaphysical unease.
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Sidenote: New Delhi just suffered three large bomb blasts. Ayayaay.

Tags: Personal

Posted by CF at 10:20 PM