Saturday, July 22, 2006

Uh-oh

I have a blind date next Sunday, organized by one of my titos.

I know they mean well and that the guy's probably okay and all... But is this really necessary? I don't feel particularly sociable, outgoing, attractive, and [insert other positive adjectives here] these days.

I think the real problem is that I don't think I'm ready for any kind of meaningful relationship right now. I still have hang-ups, insecurities, and emotional baggage that I haven't really gotten rid of, and so it feels like any relationship is doomed to failure until I actually feel I'm ready.

Hay... think positive, think positive! It's still an entire week away, and who knows, by then you may have a change of attitude and actually be excited about doing this.

Pffft. Who am I kidding?!

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Posted by CF at 11:05 PM

1 Comments

  1. Blogger saffron_blue posted at 7/30/2006 12:47 PM  
    did the date push through? how'd it go? :-)

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