Up, Down and All Around

What's taking so long?

It's been 13 days since I first realized that my subconscious is nagging me about something.

Unfortunately, it's taking me quite a while to figure out exactly what it is. I'm really surprised that it's taking this long!! Usually I manage to figure out what the problem is in a matter of days -- three or four tops. It's been almost two weeks now and still no lightbulb, no sudden flash of insight.

It's actually getting to the point where I'm starting to get used to this state of limbo. The passing of time is slowly wearing away the sharp edge of impatience. I am slowly, albeit reluctantly, coming to terms with the fact that things are not going to be as easy to sort out this time around.

Perhaps I am simply not yet ready to deal with the problem, so my conscious mind is sparing me from having to deal with it right now. Who really knows? I just hope it will end up being something simple to fix.

Tags: Personal

Posted by CF at 10:05 PM