Up, Down and All Around

Useless

I know I'm probably just being paranoid, but there were moments today when I felt that the people I was with thought I was utterly useless.

Ordinarily, I'd feel challenged and would have worked harder to demonstrate that I do have value to bring to the table. Today, I didn't even try. This particular challenge just felt too overwhelming; it felt like I didn't have a snowball's chance in hell at succeeding.

Once more, I am reminded how important hope is. If the situation is hopeless, why bother banging your head against the brick wall? You'll only have a bloodied head to show for all your efforts... and perhaps look more stupid in the process.

No wonder I can totally relate to Keanna's reaction to Big Brother's task about Budoy's hair.

Hay....

Maybe after a good night's sleep, I will find the strength of will to snap out of these doldrums. The last thing I want is to become a quitter.

Tags: Personal

Posted by CF at 11:55 PM